the MAX

pissed off to the max

pretty unusual for a girl 

who's usually pretty lax

man I'm at my wits end

and I need to vent

before they cement

my thoughts, my ill feelings

see I've hit another glass ceiling
-shattered!-

and you don't get it, do you

I've given my life

my heart, my soul 

my everything to this

even though 

it's been a roller coaster

even though I got back nothing
most of the 

time, yeah s'been hard 

so hard, to teach myself

everything I now know

and everytime I get close
BAAAM! another blow
rollercoaster
It's been a ride, the crazy kind

man I wouldn't mind

but shit if only you knew

what I been through 

to get here

how much I had to give

how much I had to bare

and I know, Lord I know 

I've achieved excellence

against all odds!

with nothing to go on 

but I could achieve so much more

if I just had the space

the time, the support

I know I could and

man I'm just so pissed 

that they missed

all the advice I gave

and now we're in this grave

situation

shit, I can't formulate

the words that will make

work work for me

and its so goddamn frustrating,

can't you see!

can't you see
 we could be

so much more that this

I've said my piece, 

yeah I've vented

now I just need to send it

some place constructive
-all these ideas-