let me just take the time,
to collect my thoughts, to remind
myself- of where I am
of where I need to be
let me just take the time
to count the reasons why I should leave
leave to go where?
...don't really know, don't really care,
just need to formulate a new plan,
i need to be near, to where
i was but before, perhaps here,
but still- somewhere
else. allow it. allow me, yeah.