Sunday, 16 June 2013

so much more than I am

coming to terms 
with the fact
that I never really cared
I was just trying to fill the emptiness, 
the emptiness
 I feared
it would never disappear 
I feared
it would always be there
why am I bothered 
when I never was when it mattered
as a matter of fact, 
I didn't care
why is it, that now I bare 
the brunt of that not-caring 
yeah, trying still 
to figure out
why I am 
the way I am 
when I know I can 
be so much more 
than this