I do give a damn

so I realised I can't be 

the friend that you want me to be

I'm sorry that I constantly 

disappoint you 

sorry if it seems 

like I just don't care

cos I do, it's just that, 

well this whole wacked out year

has been one massive head trip

and I'm still tryna get to grips 

with so much, yeah and as such 

I been forced

to take a step back 

(a hundred thousand steps back)

I know none of this means jack 

to you, but try to understand

I'm just tryna understand

see the truth is,
I really do give a damn

and I'm sorry, yeah I'm sorry
for being a shit friend.