idle in trinidad

sort of wish 

I was in Trinidad right now

sitting by the beach

sipping on juice

hanging out 

with my one and only muse

you ever wish you could just lose

so you'd no longer fear losing

so you could cut your loses

(no/ not so/ not loses, maybe

they're actually wins)

ever wish you could just swim

and hang out by the shore 

and not work for 

any cause or any one or anything

ever wish you couldn't think 

but just sit by the beach all day

and not say/
anything/ to breathe/ to just be

idle