Thursday 6 June 2013

jugular vein

You, Lord,  
closer to me, than my jugular vein
please don't let it all be in vain
this/ that/ life/ death
the unceasing. the neverending
-pain-/ please Lord wash away the stain
etched upon my soul, 
please Lord, remove this heaviness
gimme the strength
to reach my end goal
please Lord, don't let it be in vain
oh Lord, please don't let me remain
in this state
of 
-heedlessness-
I want to understand again
I want to understand