know your worth

never take kindness for granted

for one day you'll be without 

then you'll remember

the meaning of it 

of kindness, leaving this place

yeah i never felt more displaced 

with the past, contrast it, 

and you won't believe you lasted

the duration, what with everything 

faith, yeah but yours didn't last
yeah man, I never been made to feel
this much of an outcast

I never been made to feel so low

so lacking, so caught in the undertow

and if this is what they're like,

I'll go back to my silly childish-ness

humanity, to just be 

not so far behind

yeah I admit I tried to remind myself 

tried to convince myself that 

I worked through so much

on every goddamn level 

achieved so much 

within and without

but the world is such 

that they'll never notice the good

and yeah I don't care so much about that

cos if i did, if I was a quitter

I'd be gone, man I'd have walked

 a hundred times over

but you see 

its not about me or you or anyone else
even if you mean well and maybe you do

but its about the cause, nothing more
yeah it's why I'm still here

i'm here for the cause and 

yeah until I fulfil 

my duty 

I will not leave 

no matter how hard you treat 

me. I know my worth

and it's more than this 

so much more that this.

but until its fulfilled, I will

not disappear

-love you all, every last one of you, 

for the sake of God-

(even now)