Tuesday, 25 June 2013

don't geddit

why do you love me 
so much 
when I'm nothing
yeah I'm not nearly enough
not nearly worthy
of your love
and it worries me 
that I worry you
because it must mean
it must mean that I've been 
slipping again
I don't want you to 
worry about me 
I'm tougher than nails 
I'm a fighter 
you know me well enough to know
that I'll burn brighter
with every set back
with every blow
I'll never stay down
I'll never stay low
-my God is close-
but still 
it worries me 
that I worry you 
and it confounds me 
that you love me so much
when I can never be certain stuff
like good or whatever