why do you love me
so much
when I'm nothing
yeah I'm not nearly enough
not nearly worthy
of your love
and it worries me
that I worry you
because it must mean
it must mean that I've been
slipping again
I don't want you to
worry about me
I'm tougher than nails
I'm a fighter
you know me well enough to know
that I'll burn brighter
with every set back
with every blow
I'll never stay down
I'll never stay low
-my God is close-
but still
it worries me
that I worry you
and it confounds me
that you love me so much
when I can never be certain stuff
like good or whatever