Tuesday 25 June 2013

don't geddit

why do you love me 
so much 
when I'm nothing
yeah I'm not nearly enough
not nearly worthy
of your love
and it worries me 
that I worry you
because it must mean
it must mean that I've been 
slipping again
I don't want you to 
worry about me 
I'm tougher than nails 
I'm a fighter 
you know me well enough to know
that I'll burn brighter
with every set back
with every blow
I'll never stay down
I'll never stay low
-my God is close-
but still 
it worries me 
that I worry you 
and it confounds me 
that you love me so much
when I can never be certain stuff
like good or whatever