the difference between want and need

the strangest days

tears of laughter-

of loss, of grief
what I'm after

I never get, but what I get 

is always better

for my soul, not my desires;
the strangest days
eluded by time

hidden in a secret place 

yes I got a new job, quit another 

a good friend left, 

but then came the other

and bones, night bones

she walks from 

Holborn

to Brixton, 

an hour each way... 

I have to say 

I forgot cylops exist, 

humans beings incapable of 

being human...