Wednesday 20 March 2013

still talking to myself

...here i be
procrastinating 
by re-creating 
the present 
through words 
through pictures
will these empty expressions 
act as
predictors?
truth be, 
I ain't got a clue
I got an interview
later today
outside it's grey
should i even bother to say
that i feel like
i'm in another world
this interview 
it's for a job 
i applied for
back last year
back when I cared
about stuff like jobs
...I wonder
should I go,
should I lunge 
forward 
should I prepare 
ah why don't I care
about stuff no more
i just want to be well again,
so i can do good when
i know goodness
heals...
I wonder
should i flake
for the sake
of sanity-?