the (not so) special part

/feeling
                                     so completely un-                           (well) 

and so             (a) lone                 there

in Fawanees 

talking about the special part of eid

when it weren't special 

it was depressing as hell  

                                    man, I ain't           -well- 

man, I'm so tired

and these early mornings

aren't paying off /yet/