end of earth

lying still on my side/ staring
at a patch
of transient gold
 etched on the wall 

I close my eyes and free fall
I free fall
I silently call
on You Lord
and the wall
and the gold
-become nothingness-

lying still on my side,
listening to Karen O

-another sick day-

and so
 I (Hideaway)

well they'll seat us in the sun

....when will I become

someone else?

-nothingness-
perhaps its the aftermath of

the latest series of goodbyes

the latest series of cut ties
and I wonder

if I never go back 

would it be so bad
and I wonder
exacly what is it
that makes me feel so sad

maybe I could don a new disguise

start fresh again

start a new life

I'd like to start again

I missed the summer

I don't want to miss the autumn too
I'd like to walk to
-the end of earth-