meetings

these fleeting 

meetings

make me feel almost grown up

for in pain, I still remain, 

grounded 

I still come across as sane

and that's saying 

something 

Lord, help me to understand my worth

for I know I can be great

I just need this weight

lifted off my shoulders, 

I feel so so sosososososososososososo much older

than I am

so tired of being good to others
and so bad to my own self

...I still don't feel so well...