little girl

half asleep

little girl you said you loved me
little girl you said you rushed to see
if I had arrived
(I'm a million miles away still
against my will; it amounted to nil)
-everything-

little girl you said I'd forgotten you

little girl if only you knew

-how little I've forgotten-

little girl I regret

that you've yet to let
me dissappear, and fade from your
little memory
when will she/ forget
that I exist in the world

little girl I love you too, forever
-of course I do-
I miss you

-I miss my life/  which life-
I'm not so sure any more