Thursday 4 July 2013

joy/ a choice

hmm joyous, so joyous
to connect, to reflect 
on certain joys, boy 
am I going to miss you
and when I saw you
on the train, miss Q and we
talked about old history
it slowly came back to me
-everything-
and the river brent
it went 
nowhere
it went back 
to MaccyD's 
orange carrier bags 
yeah, at ease
but boy 
did I feel awkward
when you all cried
and when my words
were lacking, 
I wondered why
I felt nothing
when she must have meant 
something
(to me)