sleep paralysis
twice in one night
how many times
will I experience
sleep paralysis
in my troubled life?
angels, scientists
can you explain
how I can tame
this demon
that sits on my ribs
-ellipse-
mathematics
maybe you can
chain,
up the shadow
so he can remain
in his place
for I find it hard
to face
him
sleep paralysis
unable to move
unable to remove
the demon on my ribs
crushing
(nothing)
-in the quiet darkness-
screaming
-a silent (paralysed) scream-
this isn't the dream/ this is the real
I don't live on your earth,
not any more, not like before
not even a bit
where I live
doesn't fit
with all that you
understand
to be real
-sleep paralysis-
that's some deep shit
right there
but me
honestly I no longer fear
-anything-
(finally Gaia)
