so (as ever) I walked
I walked
in the night
in the night the city
it looked so pretty
it was such a pity
you weren't there
and I was so far out
how did I get here?!
I wanted to shout
at the top of my lungs
and I wanted to ask you
how it went today
but I can't
I wanted to ask you
why you're always so far away
but I can't
and so I'll just keep riding buses
and I'll just keep looking to neon lights
and I'll just keep
feeling this lost inside
-thinking of you-
