bitter sweet

and then it came to me

nothing, I dreamed about you

in my dream, you pushed me away

i miss you, I got some stuff i wanna say

but my phone is non-existant

and you don't have internet

and somehow we've let

ourselves drift ///// away
from everyone in the world 

including each other 

and I'm left wondering whether
you feel as alone as I do right now?

maybe this is what life is supposed to be
wholly bittersweet///// I better keep

my unspoken words

to myself