looking for another way

time to discover 

new ways to recover

all that was lost

cos well insofar

 everything I've tried has cost

me everything

and got me nowhere

and sure I can go 

ten thousand years without a phone

I can avoid ever going home

but alone, one can't atone

for wrongdoings, 

and so sure

I can forever/// disappear

but by doing so I won't ever near

-perfectitude/ healing-

so I think I better start dealing

with life a little differently

I should stop

running away

cutting out

painting over

and going it alone

and begin by

just beginning--------

cos well 

they're not going anywhere, 

and 

                               they're never giving up 

(on me)

and so I shouldn't
                        give up on myself/