Tuesday 19 November 2013

looking for another way

time to discover 
new ways to recover
all that was lost
cos well insofar
 everything I've tried has cost
me everything
and got me nowhere
and sure I can go 
ten thousand years without a phone
I can avoid ever going home
but alone, one can't atone
for wrongdoings, 
and so sure
I can forever/// disappear
but by doing so I won't ever near
-perfectitude/ healing-
so I think I better start dealing
with life a little differently
I should stop
running away
cutting out
painting over
and going it alone
and begin by
just beginning--------
cos well 
they're not going anywhere, 
and 
                               they're never giving up 
(on me)
and so I shouldn't
                        give up on myself/