truman complex

He looked at me then and said 

'd'you ever feel like Truman? 

d'you ever feel not quite human? 

I do, all the time-

I'm still trying to find 

the exit, the back door

if life is a stage, I'd rather opt for 

anonymity

authenticity

see, I've unwittingly

become the protagonist 

of a story written

for me, by a director 

I cannot see. A director, I cannot fathom

and so I'd opt for the back door, 

I'd opt to find my real home

somewhere far away from the lights 

of this city, from the hidden camera's
puppets and props-
seeking tangibility, I've got lots
to prepare for....