Saturday, 9 February 2013


it's hard to explain
this metaphysical pain
that overcomes me
most days i feel so lonely
in myself
see, ordinary people
they'll never understand this hell
so I no longer tell
them about it. 
me, i don't want sympathy
i just want a little reassurance
that i'm not completely mad
that this pain exists-
i miss the bliss
of yesterday
i wish this hurt
would go away
most of the time
 i soldier on,
I hide behind a smile
and for a while
everthing seems
to be okay
it's hard for me to say
it's hard for me to know
what's what
so I continue to seek refuge
in these words that I jot
down, in these sad poems
these sad woe-ms...