dark miles-

did dark miles 

cure me 

of my g.a.d

or am I still crazy 

it's all so hazy 

in my head 

scientifically 

could I
already be dead?

ahh g.a.d

is that what this is?

see, something's a-miss

it cannot be explained

I've been maimed

I've been injured 

by who and what 

i don't know

i don't know

maybe he does in the sky 

that noisy black crow

hmm maybe it did, 

dark miles

at first 

but hailing a car

in the night woods

heart thumping 

legs crossed

scared

most of all 

i feared

that it wasn't

a nightmare

it was real 

and i could feel

myself fading

pulse racing

amidst trouble 

strength comes

from somewhere

deep within

it is given by the One

my Lord,

disposes of it 

Ya Allah

I trusted You

and I flew 

I floated

my feet did not touch 

the ground 

I made it out 

of the woods

under the stars

after being

in a cell 

for so long

the freedom 

once empowering

rendered me vulnerable 

once a leader

i was now a refugee

once
I was an honest believer

i was now
an escapee

now back here

in my cell 

wondering 

was yesterday 

really 

real? 

and if it was

did i heal 

at all 

or am I in the same 

place i was

before it happened

i want to be 

me 

again-

madre 

padre

I miss you.

stay away from 

prescription drugs...