roads called destruction

for there are

so many roads ahead of me

but they all lead 

to place called destruction

yeah there are so many roads to take

there are so many people waiting for me to make

that choice to be free, but not free

just wrong. I don't want to go down

any of those broken roads that beckon

I don't want to meet 

any of them people that reckon

I'd be happier living their way, by their rules

no rules at all, adhering to desires

no sooner will it transpire---- sheer emptiness 

for I know it already 

and I promised I'd never give up on the path

the path
                                               I've been wandering (backwards)

for so many years, 

lord, I won't

I won't, I won't

follow them into the darkness

I won't follow them anywhere

I told them already

I'm waiting on You

and You alone, all else

is just pass-time, 

Lord this won't be the last time

I ask for guidance

Lord, help me find a way ///(out)