Thursday, 3 October 2013

----not here-----------

see i been living in this
wacked out dream
since I was fifteen
upstream, I been 
against a current
I been 
residing in some ill recurrent 
I fell in a stream,
caught against a current 
and currently, 
I'm finding it hard to believe
-where I am-
and listen I ain't tryna make
excuses for the things I done
I'm just tryna explain
how it all came undone
////it wasn't me
i wasn't there
how could I ever dare
to do the things I do 
if I were present/ incandescent------
mentally absent
the material self hasn't 
made any choices//////
------there were none/