see i been living in this
wacked out dream
since I was fifteen
upstream, I been
travelling
against a current
I been
residing in some ill recurrent
dream
I fell in a stream,
caught against a current
and currently,
I'm finding it hard to believe
-where I am-
///////disassociation////
and listen I ain't tryna make
excuses for the things I done
I'm just tryna explain
how it all came undone
////it wasn't me
i wasn't there
how could I ever dare
to do the things I do
if I were present/ incandescent------
mentally absent
the material self hasn't
made any choices//////
------there were none/
