the kind of news
that turns your insides black
will we one day look back
and wonder
whether the outcome
would have been any different
had we been any different
in five years time
when you're released into the world
where then, will we be
by then, will we finally see
things any differently
/////////the deepest sadness I (n)ever felt
at the harshest blow that was ever dealt
yet- nothing
yet- nothing
but a weighty guilt, none could ever get
listen, I won't ever forget
where you are-----
for the last time,
I'm sorry.
