Glad

I'm glad I don't 

write a journal any more

for it would just be filled
with flaw after flaw

after 

flaw. 

I'm glad I no longer

dwell in my forgotten days.

I'm glad I no longer 

dwell on my rotten old ways.

I'm glad nothing ever lasts

I'm glad memories fade fast

faster now I don't write them down...

Life is not a tape

 to be wound and rewound

I finally found 

myself understanding

what he meant.