will i ever change
will I ever change
will I always wander
will i always be blamed
for falling short
will I always resort
to writing
will I always write
in spite
of what it takes away from me
will i ever seek comfort
in a lasting eternity
in a lasting eternity
in more than just
those everyday miracles
those everyday miracles
that evoke spiritual
insights/////
insights
ever healing
never feeling
but always believing
it will one day come
will I ever change
will I ever change
will i always wander
will I never remain
<in one place>
in one time/ in cosmic space
will I always withdraw
will I always ensure
that no one gets too close
will I always close
the door behind me
will I always choose to be free
instead of loved wholly
is it a choice
is it either or and
will i ever, will i ever, will i ever
understand
will I ever stand
on solid ground
or will I just float on
until I'm gone
from this world
<<<<<<<Ya Allah, please find me again.
