midnight boats
ghost
lights
neon reflections
in the water
the wind howled
and I've been here before
just a thought
I've been here before
back then I sought
to never be here
but here I am again
alone and cold
weary and old
unable to hold
onto the light
unable to fight
off ----- darkness
nightmares
old fears,
should I just
book a one way ticket
to the moon?
I wonder,
is it too soon
....to go far far away again....