vertigo/ dayz

days go by

thick and fast

through the haze

country miles

through the haze

dunya defiles

through the haze

the fish tank

green algae

a daze

the elders are playing dominoes

and drinking ginger beer

the churail is screaming

blood is spilling everywhere

it spreads in black lake

by the mountains

searing pain takes

hold 

days go by 

thick and fast 

so do the nights

wandering 

tooting 

breaking an old mans heart

through damning words not mine

his valve is already floppy

they say don't be soppy

it's just life

its not good enough

i didn't do enough

water checks

fire safety

full moon

running on empty 

till lungs are on fire

till heart pumps louder
to the sound of hearts club classics
gym lyf, friday night, eastenders in subs

 purple mirror
a reflection, not mine
to re-define
what it means to be a

stranger

the common

forever alone

forever common

sipping green tea 

with a couple of strangers 

a welcome break, from tv dinners

and deafening silence 

broken up by a cacophony of meows

from an internal violence

that shows no signs of desisting 

and shit, giving up 

never felt so liberating