miss you every day
miss you in every way
miss your sad eyes, your beautiful smile
miss you so much
every once in a while
i tell myself to let you go
but more often
i tell myself to let you know
that I still love you
but what good will that do
when circumstances haven't changed
not mine, not yours
they remain closed
all these unforgiving doors
and I'm just stuck outside
wondering what to do
feeling so hurt
so entirely through with
waiting.
so entirely through with
breaking
my own heart.
a thousand times over-
<this being human>
