As I walked through
the shadow
of the valley of death
I watched the condensation
of your exhaled breath
escape from a
crack in the window
of your car
a single star,
lit up the heavy sky
I could have walked on by
but I didn't.
I lurked. I looked
I cursed. I mistook
I cursed. I mistook
you someone else
I mistook you for me-
you know
I mistook you for me-
you know
it was as though
I was watching my
younger self
I stood there
I stood there
impelled-
I needed to dispel
any association
any notion-
of kinship
of similarity
when in reality,
we couldn't be
one and the same-
It's just me against the world
I heard you rap
along to Tupac
alone in the dark-
the stark
reality of life;
it's rife-
the politics of pain,
troubles remain
they makes up life.
You looked up then and said-
ain't no one care, if I be alive or dead
I got nothing to lose. He moves
me- Tupac.
He knew the truth- the truth be
I lack half the tools
I need to be a man
I ain't got no plan
I don't give a damn
about nothing.
I am nothing.
I am nothing.
But everyday still,
I rise,
still I rise-
still Demise
watches me from the horizon...